pamela*凤凰涅磐*

The world is complicated, so i feel very hard to distinguish the things lay ahead of me.

It's hard to keep the perfect friendship between others and me, because it's quite complicated~~~

It's terrible to say good bye to my BF, so the feeling is complicated~!~~

It's great of me to forgive the people who have ever hurt me badly,but the processes are complicated~~

It's immature to me when i feel very sad for very little things, but I know the feeling is complicated~~~

It's horrible to identify the real features of people clearly,so the results always make me feel complicated~~~

It's gloomy to me if no one can really nuderstand me, so the solitary feeling is complicated~~

It's vexed to me to regret not working hard enough, so the feeling of regreting is complicated~~~

I tried my best to keep things in order, but things are still in a mess~~~~~

O MY GOD~~~~~

So I really feel complicated,quite complicated~~~~~

sometimes i felt better when i got down to study~

sometimes i loved my life when i found something wonderful~

sometimes i valued everything i have when i knew they're hard to get~

sometimes i thanked evertbody when i felt strong love surround me~~

but sometimes i became complicated when i suffered a lot~~

sometimes i turned into a hedgehog when i was in a dangerous temper~~

sometimes i wanted to live alone when i thought i was creazy~~

sometimes i was comfused by myself because i didn't know who am i~

A lot of sometimes in my life~~

and i just a normal people~~

i want to though i cant do ~~

that's life~~